04) Daylight

04 Angela Josephine - Daylight
Posted by Angela Josephine Category: Stories-and-Lyrics

My Story

There has been a great deal of change and loss in my life in the last 7 years.  I’ve navigated emotional wounds and have faced hard truths. As a couple, my husband and I have had to say goodbye to loved ones and have dealt with injury and illness. We’ve made empowering but challenging decisions, shaking up our lives in a way that makes room for new possibility. Through this, I’ve come to understand that finding any kind of joy in suffering and struggle is not a linear path from darkness to light, but rather a deconstructing and reconstructing process that happens in the thick of it. Like so many others, I’ve had to build morning out of pieces of the fallen sky on more than one occasion.  I’ve had to pick through pieces of my pride and set my stubbornness aside to get at the light. For better or for worse, this tearing down and building up process is a product of living. What’s more, I’m coming to terms with the reality that finding authenticity and joy is directly proportional to my willing to engage in that process.

Folk Rock Opera

The woman comes to rcognize – as she begins to find happiness in her suffering and in her struggle – that the path from darkness to light is not a linear one. Rather, it is an unending process of up and down that happens in a liminal space. Within the narrative of the album, this song represents a turning point for the woman: a point of revelation during her dark night of the soul. Here, the woman begins to learn that she has been spinning her own myth about the darkness – a false tale that tells her the darkness is inescapable, painful and wrong.

 

 

Daylight

by angela josephine

 

seven years ago i saw the

moon drop to the earth and in the

darkness i found pieces of the sky

i didn’t really know that it was

morning that i held and that the

darkness was just daylight in disguise

seven years ago i stacked those

pieces end to end until the

darkness was a shelter to despise

i didn’t really know that it was

morning that i built and that the

darkness was just opening my eyes

daylight daylight stayed with me

drunken, broken, stubbornly

picking through the pieces of my pride

daylight daylight don’t you know

never ever let me go

though it was on darkness i relied

seven years ago i saw the

moon drop to the earth and in the

darkness i saw pieces of the sky

i didn’t really know that it was

morning that i held and that the

darkness was just daylight in disguise

seven years ago i flung those

pieces to the ground and in their

crashing i heard all my questions why

i didn’t really care that it was

morning that i tossed and turned and

crashed and burned ’til darkness turned to light

daylight daylight stayed with me

drunken, broken, stubbornly

picking through the pieces of my pride

daylight daylight don’t you know

never ever let me go

though it was on darkness i relied

daylight, daylight

daylight, daylight

daylight, daylight

daylight, daylight

 

Enter the experience…

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